Friday, September 10, 2010
I Miss Him
Tomorrow will be the eleven year anniversary of my sweet baby boy's death. He would be a big 14 year old boy now. While others in our nation are mourning "9/11", my family will be mourning our own 9/11. I often look at other children his age and wonder what he would be like, would he be silly or serious? Would he have lots of friends or just one or two close friends? Would he play sports, or just be content to hang out. What kind of music would he like? Would he still have blonde hair, twinkling green eyes, and a smile that could melt your heart (of course he would)? Would he smell the same? What would he think of his little brothers and sister: Noah, Cade, and Grace? I guess these are all simple things, but I can't help but get lost in these thoughts on some days. My heart aches to hold him once more. I miss him beyond words and want so much to see his sweet face. I know that someday I will be reunited with him again. I am so thankful that I have good memories to hang on to, and that by Divine Intervention we had one last weekend with him filled with lots of beautiful pictures to hold on to! Logan Taylor Shoemaker, your Mommy loves you so much and misses you, I know you are smiling down on your family and I am looking forward to the day I meet my Savior and reunite with you in Heaven!